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I'm back [Nov. 1st, 2009|05:08 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |Kristian's tour of the clock room on 107 The Phoenix]

Hi again

Yep, I'm back now, and what a cracking good weekend it's been.

We stayed in a hotel in a village called Heckmondwike, which is where Susan and simon live. Once we'd dropped off our bags and stuff, we went over to the New Charnwood, which is a pub where they've liked to go for ages. They do gorgeous meals there, and in fact, that's also where we had the meal and the evening do after the wedding. I love that place. The staff are lovely, it has a fantastic atmosphere, and the food, well, let's just say, I'd go back again any time, and that's coming from probably the pickiest eater in Britain, as most of you know. On the Friday night, I had smothered chicken, which is chicken wrapped in bacon, with mushrooms and a cheese sauce on it. It was yumpsters in the extreme. Actually, I did somethingfor the first time on Friday, since all this eating trouble started, which proved to me that I really am getting right over it now. I could so easily have gone for nice familiar bangers and mash (sausage and mashed potatoes for those who don't know what that is), but I was so curious about what this smothered chicken was like, I couldn't resist trying it. I know i seem to make a big thing about these food related things, which might seem so tiny and silly to some people, but for me, they're big steps in the right direction, and they make me feel quite proud of myself, and with each one of these tiny things, it all gets a little easier.

The wedding itself was great. We all had to be ready to be picked up from the hotel at eleven on Saturday morning, to be taken to the registry office in Leeds. I'd never been to a registry office wedding before, and I must say, I found it rather a strange experience. I guess that's because i'm so used to christian church weddings. To me, it seemed to go by way too quickly, and be over all too quickly. The thing that will stick in my mind though, and will probably do so for a long time, is the lady who actually conducted the proceedings. She had a voice that I swear came out of a comedy show. Apparently, I wasn't the only one who was doing their utmost not to crack up at the way she spoke. She had this curious way of drawing out the last sylable of a word, kind of how you'd speak to a baby, or a very young child. Also, she sounded kinda bored, like she'd done so many of these things, they didn't mean very much any more. If anyone's ever heard that sketch by victoria wood, I was waiting for her to go "is it on the trolley?" well anyway, even though that was the most important part of the day, it seemed to be here and gone before I even noticed it.

Then it was back to the New Charnwood again for another absolutely glorious meal. I had carrot and corrianda soup, (or carrionda soup as I called it the other day), followed by chicken an vegetable pie, and topped off with cheesecake. By the time I'd finished, I was so full, I felt like I wouldn't eat for another week. All the food they serve there is home made, and as I said above, complete yumpskitude.

After the meal, and speeches from dad and Simon, we went back to the hotel for a bit, to rest, change if necessary, and prepare for the evening do.

Mum andI went back to the New Charnwood first, and dad and nan came along later. To start with, I was rather enjoying myself, but then, after a while, the music got louder and louder, and then the rubbish songs came, one after the other, Beatles, Elvis, Guns 'n' Roses, Tom Jones, well ya know the deal, and the inevitable happened. I have this kind of weird thing that happens at parties and discos and things. If the music gets too loud, and I lose focus on who's where, I go into a kind of trance. It feels just like i'm going to fall right off to sleep, but so far, I've never gone right out. I came very close last night though. I can still hear what's going on, to a fashion anyway, but if I let it go too long, it makes me feel really groggy and sleepy, as if i've just woken up. Sometimes, people will speak to me, and I feel like I haven't got the energy to do anything about it. If I can keep focused on something, I'm fine, but if I lose focus, the sleepiness kicks in. I call it overload mode, because it gets worse, the louder environment I'm in. Usually, I can keep it at bay by singing along to the songs, even if I don't get up and dance, but there were so many in a row I didn't like, overload mode took over, and once it takes hold, it's really hard to come back out of it. Eventually, mum realised something was wrong, when nan told her she'd been shouting me and I wasn't answering, so she took me out. The one thing I wanted by this time was a good hot cup of tea, because I knew that was the only thing that would bring me round properly again. I'd been drinking coke, and also tried a shandy, which was rather nice, but I now felt rather sick, and also very cold, probably due to the fact i'd been drifting in and out of sleep, or whatever it is that takes hold. Soon as I got down to the bar, and got a nice hot cuppa down me, I felt loads better again, but by this time, people were beginning to head downstairs anyway. I wish I could say I had a better evening than I did. I so wanted to enjoy it, but you can't enjoy yourself when you're only half there. Oh well, I enjoyed most of the day anyway, and I just know that Sue and Simon are made for each other, and wish them every happiness.

Today, the original plan was that we were going to go to Sue and Simon's for dinner, but in the end, we decided just to come home. I was rather disappointed about that, but Sue and Simon both looked absolutely whacked out this morning, so perhaps it's best we let them rest. I'm looking forward already to when we can visit them again. All in all, it's been a great weekend.
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Just a short one [Oct. 30th, 2009|02:03 pm]
[mood |a little excited]

Hi everyone.

I thought I ought to write in here again, especially since something rather exciting's going to be happening tomorrow, which will result in me being away for a little while. My sister is getting married. It's strange, I somehow just don't feel excited about it at all, like it's really far away or something. That's probably why I haven't written about it till now. Later this afternoon, mum, dad, nan andI will be travelling up to Leeds, and we'll be staying there till Sunday. The wedding's tomorrow, and it's only just now sunk in how close it really is.

Susan's marrying a man named Simon. We've known him for years. Back in about 1994, he and Sue were together, then it all broke, they said their goodbyes, and we thought that would be the last of it. Then Sue got married, which kinda didn't work so well, so that broke, and then she got back together with Simon. I can't remember how they met, or what happened, but they've been together for a while. In my view, they're absolutely made for each other, so I have high hopes. Something definitely feels more right about this wedding, even though it's much more low-key, with only close family attending, and some friends of theirs.

I've nearly done all my packing, and it seems I've got an hour on my hands, so although I said to some people yesterday I wouldn't be going online, I think I'm gonna nip on MSN, and see who's around. Hopefully, a certain sweet one will be.

I'll probably write about the wedding when I get back. In the meantime, I'll disappear for now.

Catch ya later folks.
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Even more wow! [Oct. 3rd, 2009|01:19 am]
[mood |awestruck, buzzing]

Hello again.

Well if you thought yesterday's entry was wowable, then wait till you hear this.

Today was just going on, being a quiet sort of day, nothing too special happening, just chatting with friends, having a laugh, playing games, all that, and then, something completely unexpected happened. I was in the middle of listening to trance around the world, and dad phoned me. This in itself is nothing unusual, he often does that, but what he told me came as a surprise. "I've just seen someone who knows you." This got me thinking. "someone you haven't seen for a long time." This really got me wondering. "P J." Oh lord! Was it really who I thought it was? Peter Jones? My friend whom I'd known since we were both about five years old? Yes, it certainly was, and he was just about to do a gig in a club in Sleaford, where dad takes some of his regular customers. You need to be a member to go there, but he fixed it up so that he and mum joined up, and mum could sign me in as a guest, and at ten o'clock, we made our way there.

Peter's been a natural musician for as long as I've known him. I wasn't sure what to expect tonight, because I've heard him do so many different things. I was excited to see him though, because it's absolute yonks since I last spoke to him. When we got there, he was about to do his second set, but we were able to say hi to him before he went back on stage. He hasn't altered a bit. I think I'd know him in a million people. Once we'd said our hellos, Mum and I went for a drink, and sat down with Val, one of dad's customers, and some people she knows, and Peter went back on stage.

As I said above, I hadn't known what to expect, but I certainly didn't expect what I heard. I recognised the song instantly, and couldn't believe it. There's a certain Irish songcalled "she moved through the fair", that boyzone did a really gorgeous cover of, and he was doing that particular version of that song. He was using backing tracks, but he also had a keyboard, a tin whistle, a guitar and a saxophone up there, all of which he played himself. I'd never heard him play a tin whistle before, as far as I remember anyway, and that's one of my favourite instruments. Plus that song, done in that way, was one of my favourite songs. It was just totally mind-blowing. I couldn't utter a word for the first few minutes. I had goose bumps and was almost moved to tears. From that, he went straight into some early Corrs stuff, which he played on his whistle, and it was amazing. Then he went onto some more rocky stuff, which was when we noticed the guitar up there above the keyboard. I won't list every single song he played, but I will say this much. I never knew it was possible for someone to completely change his voice, like Peter does, to immitate the singers. He became John Parr, Freddy Murcury, Phil Colins, Bryan Adams, John Bonjovi, and some others I don't know the names of. That's including the second set he did while I was there. There was a point where he took a little break, and came over to chat to us again. Also, after the gig was done, he came over again, and we went on a right old nostalgia trip. It was just amazing in the extreme.

We'll probably see each other again soon too, because there's a halam lodge/tapton mount school reunion on this month, and hopefully, I'll get to that. Also, where he played tonight want him back to do more there, and if he comes, I'm going to see him again if I can.

I'm just in a total state of wow! My head's absolutely buzzing. I think it'll be a while before I hit bed tonight. I should go and stop clattering about on this keyboard for now though, since nan's in bed, and mum and dad probably will be soon as well. Reckon I'll go and do a word target. That should wind me down.

See ya laters
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Wow! [Oct. 1st, 2009|10:38 pm]
[mood |happy with the world]

Hi folks

if you're wondering what I'm wowing about, well today's just one of those "wow" days.

The first reason why it's a "wow" day is because it's exactly a year ago today that Tor and I finally told each other how we were feeling about each other. A year's gone by, and we're still together. Considering at one point, I'd have thought we were the most unlikely couple ever, and then the fact that for the longest time, I absolutely wasn't going to have a boyfriend, "because that kind of thing always just seemed to lead into trouble", that's definitely a wow. It's amazing too how my outlook on life has changed, and is still changing, always for the better, since I got it into my head that at some time probably next year, I want to go and visit Tor in Sweden. Many of you know how scared of a lot of things I've been, and lately, as I've said before, I'm getting so much better at being non-scared. The food thing's definitely improving enormously.

Take this afternoon for example. I've started going back to the activity club, since there's a young lad by the name of Grant, who started a few weeks ago, and was feeling a bit like a fish out of water, same asI was when I went there, so I've started going again so he's got someone nearer his own age to talk to. today, we went for a fish and chips dinner at the Elite fish and chip restaurant in Lincoln. I've been there before, and it's always been nice, and today, I was actually really looking forward to it. Not only that, but I'd decided to have a break from my usual sausage and chips, and try their fishcakes instead. This in itself is something that I probably wouldn't have done even a year ago. I only just discovered recently how much I like fishcakes actually, and usually, it takes me a long time to try something new, even in a place I've eaten regularly, except of course if I'm staying somewhere and have to eat at the same place for a few nights. If I only go to a place once in a while though, I usually take the safe option and just have something I know I like. However, today I decided to be adventurous. when the fishcakes came, there was a slice of lemon on top of them. I don't like lemon on savery things, so Eva took it off, but my first couple of bites of fishcake tasted decidedly strange. Now, a while back, if that had happened, I wouldn't have been able to carry on eating. One strange-tasting mouthful would have put me right off. However, it was on the third bite, that tasted normal, I realised, it must have been just where the lemon had been sitting, so I put the strange tasting mouthful to the back of my mind, carried on eating, and actually cleared the whole plate. That's definitely a first. Sounds foolish, I know, but I was proud as punch when I'd done it.

Another cool thing that happened this afternoon was that I got my first look at an Iphone. I'd heard a lot about these lately, and was intrigued to see one. On the way back from the restaurant, Grant was texting his aunt to let her know he was on his way back, and I happened to comment that his phone had a nice voice. When he said it was an Iphone, I asked if I could have a look at it. I didn't actually do anything with it, but I did have a little explore of the home screan, and I'd love to actually see what it's like to do something like dial a number, or write a text message on it. I haven't known Grant long, so I didn't like to ask there and then, plus, we were jogging about in the bus, but some time in the future, I'd like to perhaps try using the note pad feature on it, or some such thing, just to see what it's like. I'm like that when it comes to gadgets, and that one really has got me intrigued, now that I've seen one in action.

Oh and while I'm here, I should note that my music box collection grew again the other day. This one, which is number 56, is a tiny little wooden one, well I think it's wooden anyway, it's a hand-cranked movement, the same make as the one I have that plays "home on the range", and it plays a tiny snatch out of the Pink Panther. I bought it the other day when I was in a place called the hub, in Sleaford. There was a choice of three, but this one was the nicest by far. I'd never heard one play that tune before, andI just couldn't resist it. There were some others as well, the same make and similar design to the one I have with the little cars on the top that go round. There was one in that set that I very nearly fell for, because it was cuteness in the extreme, and played really nicely, but I decided in the end that I already had one similar, so someone else could have it instead.

Wel I think that's about it for the moment, so I think I'll go now and have a game of something.

See ya later
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A crackin' good day [Aug. 25th, 2009|10:40 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |echos of organs in my head]

Hi everyone.

I just had to write in here about today, because it's been an awesome day. Dad always has Tuesdays off, and mum decided to take today off too, and she asked me to think of somewhere I'd like to go. Well, whenever I'm presented with that question, there's one place that always springs to mind, and that's thursford, a place where there's loads of old steam engines on display, some fantastic mechanical organs, (which is naturally why I love going there), and, the main attraction, a fantastic Wurlitzer organ. You really have to see that thing in action to appreciate it. To hear it on CD's or tapes is one thing, but to hear it actually played there in front of you, is quite a different thing. It just blows me away every time. The first time I went to Thursford, I was about seven I think, and it left me so awestruck, that night, I kept crying uncontrolably, and just didn't know why. Now when I look back, I know why it was. The whole experience was just too good. I've been there a few times since then, and it still leaves me in a state of wow for a few days afterwards.

Today, we got there just before Robert Wolf, the man who plays the Wurlitzer, did his second show, so we were just in time to have a cup of tea and a scone, and then get ourselves seated. It was as awesome as ever. That Wurlitzer has a sound all of its own, and when he struck up, as usual, I got that mega overexcited feeling that I always get. I clapped so hard, my hands hurt. Robert does a clever show, playing only for about half an hour, but in that time, showing just about every mood that organ can go through. Apparently, it's fantastic watching him play, and I can believe it. It has three keyboards, a load of pedals, and loads of switches and stops and things. I've forgotten now just how many pipes it has, but it's a heck of a lot. There's also things that you can't see, but you can certainly hear them. These are mainly percussion, things like glockenspiel, tamborine, cymbals I think, but now I can't remember, and even a triangle. One thing you can see, which would fascinate me if I could, is the piano, that sits to the right of the stage. It's controled by the Wurlitzer, so as Robert plays, this piano literally looks like it's playing itself, the keys all going up and down, as if by magic. In fact, the first time I heard about that, I christened it the "magic piano" and the name's kinda stuck ever since.

After the amazing Wurlitzer show, it was time to hear the mechanical organs. A man goes round them all, making them play. The first two that played were on two old rides. The first one is my favourite. From the very first time I saw it, I just call it the gondolas, because that's what it looks like. You sit in the carriages, and they go round a track, that slopes, so you go up, then down, then up, then down again. I always forget just how steep those slopes are. It gives a kind of slow rocking sensation, but believe me, if you're not expecting it, when you come to a slope down, or should I say, a slope when you tip forward, because some of the seats face backwards, it can feel just like you're gonna tip out. That happened today. When it started, I thought I was going to finish up on the lap of the lady opposite me. I found a ridge in the floor though, and jammed my feet against it. Once I'd done that, it all became very enjoyable indeed. I must admit though, when I got off, for a few moments, I felt a little on the sick side. I came to the conclusion that cream scone pre-gondolas is not a good idea. That still didn't stop me going on the other ride. It's a typical old-fashioned carrousel. (wow! eloquence makes a mess of that one *grin*). It was funny when the carrousel started up. I heard the generator start, (they're all electrically powered now), and said to mum, "watch out, ready for the organ, watch everyone jump when it starts", then it started and I almost jumped out of my skin.

After the two rides, the other organs played one by one. Mum was just describing one of the organs to me, and reading about it, and the man who works them all said "you might want to move back a bit, I'm going to start this one now and it's rather loud." And it certainly was. As that one finished, we moved to the next one, which was much smaller, and this time, although the man didn't speak, I heard him go behind it to start it off. Mum and I were both under the impression that, with it being smaller, it wouldn't be so loud as the first one. Wrong! It was actually even louder, and both of us jumped and made surprised kind of noises. At this point, we seemed to be the only people there. A couple more tunes down the line, I can't remember how many exactly, there was one that played areally bouncy tune, and there was a young boy who came in and was dancing to it. I don't know how old he was, but the thought of that moved me a bit. Someone young, seeing all this wonderful old stuff, and seaming to be really getting something out of it. I wonder how long today will stay with him, and I wonder if it'll have the same effect as it did on me when I first went there. After another tune or two, the man spoke to us again. He commented that we were still there, and I said I'd stay there all day given the chance. We got talking about the organs, and then on to my music boxes, and how I love it when people who originally say they're "not into that kind of thing", hear my disk box or my cylinder, and completely change their minds. I've seen that happen a number of times. Then I said I thought it was wonderful seeing children here, and how seeing these things from an early age would probably stay with them, like it had me, and he said "yeah, but they come to see me as well ya know," laughingly. It was then mum said "oh yeah, it's Santa ya know." I thought at first she meant he was dressed as Santa, as there is a Christmas world part to Thursford. At that point, the man took my hand and put it on his chin, and sure enough, there was the long white beard. I thought at the time that it was fake, but mum told me afterwards that it wasn't, beards really can grow that long. We reckon he must play Santa in the Christmas show they put on there every year. He'd certainly fit the bill. Then he said "there's two more organs if you want to hear them", so we went and listened. The first of the two was a jazz organ, the name of which put mum right off, (she hates jazz), but then, she saw it, and she completely changed her mind. It had an accordion on the top, which played itself, bellows going in and out and keys going up and down, and a saxophone, whose keys went up and down as well as the thing played. There was one organ that sounded like a complete band, but I can't remember if it was that one or the one before it. The final one we heard was my favourite. It's funny, because I've had a CD from Thursford since the last time I went, and I never particularly liked that organ, because it sounded a bit out of tune and things, but I always wondered what it looked like, because it seemed to have a character all of its own. If it was human, it'd have a permanent smile on its face. If you heard it play, you'd know what I mean. Apparently, you can't see a lot of the things on it that I thought you'd be able to see, but mum liked it as much as I do now, and it sounded amazing today.

After all the organs had played, we went into the shops, and what should I find there, but some very nice music boxes. We'd looked into that shop on our way in to see the Wurlitzer show, and one had taken my fancy, but I wasn't sure if I liked it or not, because it played very very slowly, and given the tune it plays, it just didn't sound quite right. However, when I went in the second time, dad picked up another of the same one, and it played a little faster, and sounded a whole lot happier about itself. When we got it to the counter, the lady said that they already had them packed in boxes, but dad asked if I could have that one he had, since I liked the way it played. She unpacked one, and wound it, to see if it was as good, but it, like the first one, seemed to sound like it wanted to fall asleep any minute, so I settled for the one I originally had there. It's strange, because now I've got it home, I can hear, as I thought in the shop, its tone isn't as pretty and clear as the other two, but it just seems happier about itself. It's a single carrousel horse, sitting on a kind of plinth thing, and when you wind it, the horse turns round. It plays a bit from "the entertainer", which I liked, because usually that kind of thing invariably plays the carrousel waltz, and I've already got one that plays that. So now, the total stands at fifty-five.

After that, we got back in the car and headed for a place called Wells Next the Sea, where we had tea. I had a beef lasagna, which was the king of yumpskitude, and for the first time in my life since I can't remember, as soonas the menu was read out to me, I was actually torn between two meals. Usually I can't find a thing that I want, but this time, I was torn between the lasagna, and a delicious sounding chicken dish. I'm definitely getting better at eating out in places I've never eaten before. I know I say that a lot, but each time I do it, I still feel kind of proud of myself, when I think how much of an ordeal I used to find it. It's getting so easy now. Yea to that!.

After that, it was time to head home. IT was such a fantastic day, as it always is when I go there, and I'd do it again any time.

And now, since the organ CD has just finished, I might go and give my new box one more play, and also go and look for my CD cleaning kit. My big hifi's cD player decided to die on me this morning before I went out. I'm not sure if it's justa case of dirt on the lens, or if it's something worse. In actual fact, the effect was kind of funny. One minute, I was listening to Mike Oldfield, then I heard this noise that I first thought was a motorbike, but then I realised it was coming from the speakers, and seeming to interfere with the music. Then Mike kind of slowed down, like a kind of time stretching effect, so I went and stopped the CD, and that was the last CD it played. Now, if I put one in, it kind of grinds a bit, makes nasty noises, then gives up completely. At least I still have the small stereo, although saying that, it was having weird power dropout issues as well last night, so I'm not quite sure what's going on there. Oh well, if the worst comes to the worst, I can rip 'em and shove 'em on the zen stone.

Right I'm really off now. It's been a crackin' good day, and I wish I could spread my happy vibes to all my friends, especially those who need them the most right now.

See ya soon
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Another cool day [Aug. 19th, 2009|12:20 am]
[mood | happy]

Hi everyone

I think it's time for another ramblement, since it's about a month since I did the last one, and also, since today's been one of those cool days where stuff just happens, if you know what I mean.

In actual fact, I| had no idea what I was going to do today, and woke up feeling rather subdued. This is because Tor's away, and I'm feeling a bit unsettled. He's going way up to the north of Sweden, to start a sound engineering course, which actually, I think will be cool, because it's right up his street. I'll just feel much happier once I know he's got there safely, and he's settled in. But anyway, back to today. Mum took the day off work, and she and dad were going to go cycling. Their plan was to drive up to the lake district, taking their bikes, and do a bit of cycling. However, when they told me this, I couldn't help feeling a little on the miffed side. There's a perfectly good tandem, sitting out in the shed, doing nothing, and I said as much. It was like pressing a button. The plans changed immediately. Dad went out, got the tandem out, cleaned it up, and made it ready for action. IT took me a yonk and a half to get my helmet to fit, because it's that long since I've worn it, and all the straps and things needed altering, but eventually, it was done, and we were off. IT was wonderful. We just did a local route, just out of town, round the roundabout, and back into town from the other end. IT was great though, and just far enough, since I'm rather out of practise. While I was riding, it became more and more obvious that my seat wasn't right. We stopped, and dad had a look, but he needed a spanner to adjust it, something he didn't have, so we decided to stop at the garage and see if they had one we could use. Dad knows the guys who work there. When we got there, the first man, Kevin, said "wow that's a smashin' old thing there!" He was referring of course to the tandem, which I've had since I was about ten, so it's roughly eighteen years old. It's always a great conversation starter, and this time was no exception. We got onto the subject of mum and dad wanting to go for a bike ride further afield, which meant driving, and how we couldn't get the tandem to fit in the car, because it's just too big. Kevin suggested something none of us had thought of: a motorbike trailer. He has one, and we tried to fit the tandem onto it, and it worked. He's said we can borrow it any time we want. Yea! Then we got onto the subject of motorbikes and how I loved it when Neil took me out on his bike, and another man who works at the garage, Steve, said that if it's all right with mum and dad, he'd come some time and take me for a spin on his bike. OF course, mum and dad both said yes. No idea when or even if that one's gonna happen yet, but I'm hopeful.

When we came back home, mum and dad decided that they would go to a place called Rutland Water, and cycle round, to see if it would be suitable for the tandem. It's not built like their bikes, and isn't good on rough ground and things. I decided, while they were out, after a conversation I had with Onj the other day, that I'd rerecord a couple of my old songs. I was in just the right mood, and I always sing best when I'm feeling happy or hopeful. I'd originally only planned to do one song, one I wrote in 2000, called "lord speak to my heart", but after messing about with the disk with all the backing tracks on for a bit, I decided that if that one went well, I'd have a shot at another one I wrote at about the same time, called "what's the way to win your heart". I couldn't believe it when I got the first one done in two takes. That's quite unusual for me. Often, I get half way through and hickup, or forget the words or some other such rubbish. I actually thought I'd got it in one, but I was too close to the microphone in some parts, and it didn't sound so good. The second take was much nicer as far as levels were concerned, and I was chuffed to bits. So, onto the second song. IT was then I remembered that this one uses the automatic vocal harmony feature on the keyboard for part of it, and I remembered that by default, that has a nasty vibrato on it. Could I remember how to turn that off? Could I heck! For those who don't know, my keyboard's a Yamaha PSR8000, and it's very good for its day, but it's very much menu driven, and a lot of it's menus within menus, and they all seem to work in different ways. There's no actual arrow keys. It's all pressing buttons from a to J, which work like a cash machine, and scrolling any one of eight little jogger wheels that run along the bottom of the screen. It's hell if you don't know what you're doing, especially if you're easily frustrated, as I am sometimes. What makes it even more frustrating is when it's something I've actually done before, as this was. IF I'm discovering something for the first time, which I still do, even though I've had this thing about ten years, then it can be quite good fun, but today, I knew there was a way to turn off that darned vibrato, and I just, couldn't, find it! However, after about half an hour, thanks to my determined nature, I sat there and fiddled just long enough for it to all come flooding back to me. This brought on another burst of that lovely good mood that'd been floating around me before, and I did the second song in one take. Again, I'm not sure if I like the levels, but I think, given the current circumstances, I'd be hard pushed to get a better result.

Next came some online chattage, which included huuuuge happy birthday wishes going out to Nanna, and a little squeakage with Lulu, whom I seem to see far too little of these days, which makes me rather sad, a bit of Klangification, and then I suddenly remembered something Tor told me, about Marie Fredriksson, one half of Roxette, one of my favourite duos, having done some songs in Swedish. This I had to hear, so onto youtube I went, and found some beauties. There was one in particular, called "Där du andas", which absolutely blew me away. I don't know why, it just kept drawing me back for another play. I think it was on the thurd time I played it, I realised that I was singing along to the chorus. Only a couple of lines, but every time they came round, I couldn't help myself. I was even more excited when further down the list of youtube links, I found the same song in English. The weird thing was, I knew it, as soon as I saw the title, before I'd even clicked on the link. The titles don't even translate the same, so heck only knows how I knew that. There was also a line in the Swedish version, that as soon as I heard it, I knew it said something about heaven's angels, and sure enough, there it was in the English version. In a slightly different place, but there all the same. This was just too good to be true. I decided that I prefered the Swedish version though, because it sounds more natural. There was something about it though. I had to go back for just one more play. Then it hit me. IF I could find the lyrics, the Swedish ones no less, could I sing it? So, normally timid little me, who won't go on unknown web pages unless they're recommended by friends, went on google and did a search. There was one point where I hit a rather icky page, that redirected me in all directions and wasn't very nice, but I came off there pretty sharp-ish, changed my search term to make it more direct, and tried again, and it worked. Tripple yea with icing and a cherry on! Now all I needed was the song. Klango sorted that one out for me. Ok, it's not brilliant quality, but it's good enough for what I need it for. I've decided to start by learning the chorus, since I could sing some bits of it already. I still keep messing it up yet, but I'll get there in time, I know I will.

So, that's today, or rather yesterday now, since it's past midnight. I just couldn't resist writing about all that. And now, I think it's time for some games, to wind me down before bed time. Huge hugs go out to all my friends, especially those feeling unhappy or stressed, and I'll try not to leave it so long before I write in here again.

See ya folks.
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Wow! (warning, this is a long one) [Jul. 18th, 2009|08:20 pm]
Hi everyone

Well, here we go, this is the entry you've all been waiting for. The last few days have been nothing short of absolutely flippin' awesome. Everything was just brilliant.

IT has to be said that on Monday night, I was so nervous, I didn't know where to put myself, but thanks to Lulu and Helena, (forgot how to do LJ names again, sorry about that), I got over that bit, and now, looking back, I can see there was absolutely no need for nerves.

When I met Tor and Ida at the airport on Tuesday, it was like magic. Ever had one of those moments where you simply reach out, take someone's hand to shake it for the very first time, and think "I like this person"? That's what happened with Ida. I'd been very nervous, because I'd never even spoken to her, but from the moment she said "hello", I knew that here was a nice, genuine person, and I had nothing to worry about here. Next came Tor. Again, a quick shake of his hand, and a squeak of "hi", or something, (I was so excited, I can't remember even what I actually said now), and I knew that this was just going to be amazing. Everything just clicked into place, like fitting the final piece of a jigsaw puzzle. from then on, everything went like that. Whatever we did, it just worked.

Tuesday evening was all about getting to know each other, them getting to know their surroundings, and all that stuff. Tor and I spent most of the time chilling out, listening to music, and chatting. When we first got here from the airport, Tor handed mum and dad a box of the most yumptious chocolates imagineable, which was very kind. Then, after they'd been to the B and B, to drop off their bags and book in and stuff, they came back here for dinner. It was then that Tor gave me a little parcel. It was small and a little weighty, and I just had this feeling that there was something good in there. After taking off heaven knows how many layers of wrapping paper, I found it. A tiny little round porcelain trinket box, just small enough to sit in the palm of my hand. But wait, there was more to this than met the eye. It was too heavy just to be what it looked like. There must be something inside. I took off the lid, put my hand inside, and sure enough, this was one special little box. Instead of being able to reach right down into the box, my fingers hit upon a soft velvety layer, and, sticking up out of this was, yes, you guessed it, a very tiny little key. Music box number 54 was now in my posession. Yes, I said number 54. I know the last one was number 54, but number 53 kinda died a death, so it's number 54 again. It plays "love me tender", and it's so soft and dainty. I love it to bits. I showed Tor and Ida the best of the music box collection that evening, and they were pretty impressed.

Wednesday was a pretty chilled out day too. We'd been planning to go to the coast, but in the end, we decided we wouldn't do that. Ida went into town to look round the shops a bit in the morning, and I showed Tor the delights of Geomag, and some of my puzzles. The Geomag was great fun, especially when I added the two egg-shaped magnets, which of course, stuck to all the geomag balls and magnets, and caused much gigglement. Tor also had a go on the accordion, and had a shot at playing the didgerydoo, which was fun, and we listened to loads of music too. We also went for a walk in the evening, and that was nice, only I was disappointed at the lack of birds. It was my favourite walk though, and I think it was enjoyed by all.

Thursday was a whopper of a day. We went to London, so that Tor and I could visit Onj, and mum, dad and Ida could go round the shops and things.

The visit to Onj's was great. We spent most of the time messin' about on Onj's Juno G, (a bloomin' awesome keyboard it is too), mainly going through the sounds, to see what we could do with it. We'd hoped to actually write something between us, but that didn't come off, because we took too long getting started on that bit.

Onj's brother, Dwayne, came round while we were there, which was nice. I feel like I've known him yonks, because of the times I've heard him on recordings and things, and also, Onj reminded me that we'd spoken on Klango a few times. We had a really good chat, which was nice. It was also nice to meet Kirsten, although I was disappointed I didn't get to talk to her more. She kind of said hi, and then disappeared. I didn't like to go and disturb her, which is why I didn't get to speak to her more than I did. I guess we were both just as shy as each other.

After we'd been to Onj's, we had to go and find somewhere to eat, and we ended up in a nice restaurant not far from king's cross station. I can't remember the name of it now, but whatI can tell you is that it was very nice.

After we'd eaten, we were just in time to head for the station and catch the train home. IT was gone eleven when we finally landed back in Sleaford, and we were all pretty much shattered.

Friday was another day similar to wednesday. Tor and I just hung out, listening to music and chatting, and it was nice. Ida cooked lunch for us, and it was amazingly yumptious. Real Swedish meatballs, with mashed potatoes and salad. There was also cucumber that had been soaked in something, I know it had dill in it, but I can't remember what else. Admittedly, I'm not big on salad, and I found the dressing a bit much, but oh those meatballs. Wow! I wanted to get my mouth round them even before they were ready. The smell of them was making my mouth water like anything. I know I went back for seconds too, which is very unusual for me. In fact, one thing that's definitely been proved this week is the fact that my food-related fears are really leaving me at last. I'm getting a lot more adventurous when it comes to eating different things I've never tried before, and also a lot easier about eating out, especially in places I've never eaten before.

Mum and dad had planned to take Ida into Lincoln yesterday, but the weather sucked bigtime, so they didn't. In fact, at one point, we had a horrible thunder storm. I've never been all that fond of thunder myself, but isn't it strange how non-scared you can be when someone else is in need of more comforting than you? I never thought I'd see Tor in a state of scaredness, but he really wasn't liking that thunder one bit. I was glad for him when it passed.

Later on, dad brought fish and chips in, so they could try a traditional brittish fish and chip supper. I didn't eat any, because I was still stuffed from lunch. Tor liked it, although it filled him up to popping point.

Afterwards, nan wanted to hear Tor play the piano. He took a bit of persuading, but we got him up there eventually, and after some tinkling around, I suddenly got the idea to do "I have a dream", so he played and I sang, and it rocked. I wish I'd had the R1 there when we did that. Not only did it sound nice, but we'd had no practise, we just went for it, and it worked.

Today was a rather sad day, because it was time to take Tor and Ida back to the airport. It's well known among most of my friends that I'm a dreadful crybaby, and of course, as we said our goodbyes at the airport, the inevitable happened. I kept it quiet though, and no-one would have noticed if dad hadn't said "what's the tears for?" which I could have hit him for.

Now I'm just trying to settle back into the routine of things. Tor's safely back home, and we've messaged each other a bit, and I'm getting messages from a number of other friends asking how it all went, but gosh! I didn't know I'd miss him this bad. He just feels so much further away now, but I'm just having to tell myself that nothing's changed since before we met. We're still just as close, and we're gonna stay that way. Now dad's all enthusiastic about learning swedish, and going over there next year. IF that happens, I mean when that happens, it's gonna rock.

For now though, I'm going to go and answer more messages, and also Tor's just asked if I feel like voice chatting, so I'm gonna do that, so I'll catch ya all later.
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Cool things happening [Jul. 8th, 2009|11:11 pm]
[mood |happy and excited]
[music |Hydra - Affinity]

Hi everyone

Thought it was about time I sat down and did a bit of writing, since I haven't for what feels like ages.

As many readers can imagine, I'm currently in a state of excitement, which is growing by the day. As of tomorrow, there'll be only five more days to wait until Tor and his sister arrive in England. We've got some cool things planned for their stay. On Wednesday, we're planning to spend the day in Hunstanton, which is a nice place by the sea, (weather permitting obviously), and on Thursday, we're going to London. Tor and I are going to Onj's, and mum and dad are taking Ida around London so she can go to all the shops she wants to. Not sure what's planned for Friday. Just a quiet day I think. Gosh! I keep coming over all excited.

Another cool thing that's worth writing about is that I finally became a member of the local gym. This means I can go at least once a week and do a few exercises, and build up my staminer and strength. I had my induction today, and it was great fun. The first thing I went on was the treadmill. I'd been really curious about what that was going to be like, because I'd heard of them, but never actually seen one in action, and wondered how I'd go about doing it, especially what would happen when it started. I had visions of it starting suddenly and me coming right off it, but of course it wasn't like that at all. Actually it was a rather weird sensation. I gradually speeded up, and as I got faster, I felt so sure I was actually moving forward, even though I knew I wasn't. The only thing that made it clear to me that I actually wasn't going anywhere was the fact that I couldn't feel the air brushing past me as you do when you walk anywhere. The way it works though makes you walk just as if you're actually walking forward. I've been told you can make it lean back as well, so you're going up hill. I haven't tried that yet. The other things I went on were an exercise bike, a rowing machine, and then two rather strange things. The first one, you stand on two pedals, and hold a pole-type-thing in each hand, and as you pedal, the poles move so that your hands and feet move at the same time. That takes some coordination. Then the next one I went on just by chance. It was a similar thing, but there weren't the things for your hands. you just pedaled it. Mum went on it and she couldn't do it, but I got it straight away. There was some music on, and I started pedaling in time to the music. It reminded me of a thing I had when I was younger called a pedal-go. That was litterally pedals on wheels. You stood on the two pedals, which were like rectangular boards, and as you pedaled, the wheels went round. It was hard to do without falling off, but I got the knack of it pretty quickly. That's probably why I mastered that machine so quickly. I'm looking forward to my next session there, although it has to be said, when I came back tonight, I ached in places I didn't know could ache. It's great fun though.

And now I'm just chilling, listening to some music, and thinking of having a game of something. I'll probably see if I can reclaim my place at number 1 on the super egg hunt board, either that or try for another 100 on ordinary egg hunt.

That's you all up to date now on what's happening in the wonderful world of me, so I'll disappear for now.

See ya later.
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Exactly one month to go [Jun. 14th, 2009|09:04 pm]
[mood | excited]

Hi everyone, this is one excited Lynn squeaking, er, I mean speaking.

Some of you may be wondering what this subject line's all about. Others of you I know already know. I've wanted to write about this for a while now, but I wanted to be absolutely sure that it was going to happen before I did. Well now I am definitely sure, and to say I'm extremely excited about it would be the understatement of the century, so now I'm gonna tell you all about it.

In exactly one month from today, Tor and his sister will be flying to England to visit me. They're staying here from the fourteenth to the eighteenth of July. Unfortunately, we have no spare room, so they're having to stay at a local guest house, but it's very nearby, so that's not so bad. There's a few things we're planning on doing while they're here, one of which is hopefully going to visit Onj, which I'm really looking forward to. We're also looking at a day at the seaside, if the weather's nice of course, so they can do the traditional Brittish thing and have fish and chips out of the paper on the sea front.

So, as you can probably imagine, I'm getting more and more excited as time goes on. I can't help wondering what it's going to be like when we first meet. I keep getting little sinarios going through my head, mostly of what it'll be like when we first actually meet each other, and sometimes when I'm doing things, I see myself showing Tor them, like my puzzles and music boxes and things for example. Right now, I wish I could speed time up. actually it'd be really cool if we could control the speed of time, because right now, as I said, I'd love to hit the fast forward button, and wizz ahead one month. But then, once he gets here, I'm gonna want to slow time down to an almost stop, so he could stay here as long as possible. Only trouble with time is, it works the wrong way round. Now, because I want it to go fast, it's decided to go really really slowly. However, once a month's gone by, the moment I meet Tor and his sister off the plane, someone up there will hit the fast forward button, and before I know it, it'll be time for them to go again. Not fair! That's life though. IT does things like that.

And now, for some inexplicable reason, my mind's gone completely blank. I'm sure there were other things I wanted to say here, but I can't remember a single one right now, so I'll finish here I think. I'll probably write again between now and Tor getting here, but heaven knows how nonsensical it might turn out, because if I'm this excited right now, heaven knows what I might be like nearer the time. We'll see anyway.

Catch ya later folks.
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A long overdue entry [May. 23rd, 2009|01:26 am]
[mood |Happy with the world]

Hi all

Wow it feels like yonks since I last wrote in here. In fact it is. I last updated in March, so it's well and truely time for an update. So, what have I been up to lately?

The first big thing was Onj and Kirsten's wedding. I wasn't able to actually be there, but I heard the stream, and downloaded the full recording, as the stream got a bad case of hickups, and it was a truly amazing day.

The next big thing was my holiday in scotland, although really there wasn't a lot to write about. We went to Kipford again, where we went last year, and it was just as lovely. The birds were wonderful, although a little farther away than I would have liked, because the woods were way over at the back of the cottage, but it was still lovely. We didn't do much, because that was the whole idea, to get away for a week and just relax. Plus, it chucked it down with rain for most of the time, as usual. The rain didn't spoil it though. We had a few nice days out, although with my memory being foggy as it is, I can't remember just where we went now. That'll teach me to write sooner when I get home from holidays.

Before I went on holiday, I got yet another new adition to the music box collection. I'm not sure though at this stage if it makes 53 or 54, because the one I wrote about in my last entry was in a worse state than I originally thought it was. Colin tried to fix it, but he reckoned that the movement was shot. However, when I'd bought that one, there'd also been a little movement all on its own, not mounted in anything, which I'd thought of buying, but hadn't. Mum went back to the same place and bought it straight away (without my asking her to), and while she was there, she found another really gorgeous music box, so she bought that as well. It's a little cottage, and it has a kind of mill-wheel on the side of it, that turns when it plays. The only trouble is, it's on a kind of screw thing, and it's loose, so if the wheel catches and the screw keeps on turning when the music's playing, the wheel gets screwed really tight to the box, then the movement all goes lopsided, because it's not screwed in or anything, which can cause problems if you don't know what the trouble is. Luckily, when it did that to me, I figured the problem out almost straight away, unscrewed the wheel, and everything fell back into place. I'm not sure what tune it plays, but it's pretty.

I also took my disk box to Colin before I went away, because some of the disks were bent, and he said he could straighten them. When I went the other day to fetch it back again, I took along the little movement that mum bought for the other box, but it, too, has many issues and isn't very good after all. However, he's going to see if he can order a movement out of one of his catalogues, that plays "the last rose of summer", which is what the little box played originally. IF he can, the collection will be up to 54. IF not, it'll stick at 53. I'll keep you posted. The disk box is wonderful now, and there's one disk I hadn't played before because it was so bent, and it plays the prettiest tune. I love it.

And now for the bit in this entry that will probably make some, or at least one of my friends say "oh lord, here she goes again!" Just over a week ago, I was talking to a friend, who sent me the most awesome collection of swedish songs, by a group called folk & Rackare. As most readers know, I have a fascination with languages anyway, and of course, lately, a thing for Sweden and Swedish things, so of course, this music sent me absolutely hyper for days. It's the kind of thing I like too: mainly acoustic, with guitars and fiddles and even accordions, and songs with loads of verses that tell stories and things like that. I was hooked from the word "go". The more I listened to the songs, the more I wanted to sing along with them, and there was one, called "upp och ut och gå", which translates litterally as "up and out and walk", which I discovered only had a few lines of words, so I decided, more for laughs than anything, to try and learn it. Krister wrote out the lyrics for me, and it didn't take me long before I could sing it reasonably well. I did have a rather hard time with one of the lines, because there's some words in Swedish that are just 'orrible to pronounce when you first try them, especially if you're kind of scared to do it, like I am, but I got it in the end, and the other day, (I can't remember which day now), I sang it for Helena. I decided that it'd be kind of cool not to let Tor in on what I was up to, and surprise him by just singing it, and today, or rather yesterday now, since it's the early hours of the morning, that's just what I did. I think he was surprised, and the first words I heard him say when I finished were "wow! that was impressive!" So that put me in a stonking good mood for the rest of the day. And then, to add to the good mood, I now have my sticky little fingers on a Swedish language course. Yea and double yea! I've been picking up bits here and there for ages, but now I get to actually sit down and learn the language. The one thing I need to get over is this fear of voicing words I've never said before. I can understand them, put them together in my head, and sometimes, if I'm lucky, get them out as a whisper, but even when there's no-one listening, if I try and say certain things out loud, particularly things with unfamiliar sounds in, I feel myself go all red, and I clam up, and it just won't come out. I'm determined to get over that, if I only knew how. I listened to a bit of the course earlier, although I didn't do it properly because I was in team talk with Tor at the time, so I didn't repeat any of the words out loud, except when he went down for something to eat, and even then it was more of a squeak and a giggle, but I certainly picked up the gist of it, and tomorrow, or rather later on today, I'm going to have a real good go at the first unit, and see if I can actually speak the relevant bits. When Lynn's determined, she usually masters things.

There's also talk of Tor coming over here to see me some time in July. There's nothing absolutely settled yet, but I'm so excited about it, it's unreal. And then, mum said the other day about going to Sweden some time next spring. If Tor's studying by then though, we might have to rethink that bit. Anyway, it's all amazingly exciting, that's for sure.

And I think that's you all up to date now, so I'm gonna head out of here, finish this word game I started earlier, and then think about going to bed.

See ya later.
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music box number 53 and other stories [Mar. 21st, 2009|06:32 pm]
[mood |Ok.]

Hi everyone

Before I start, I'd better forewarn you that this could turn out a very long entry, and I can't remember how to do the LJ cut thing, otherwise I'd put it in bits behind cuts so it would be easier skippable for those who don't want to read long things. But, for those who do, we present music box number 53 and other stories. I'll start with the other stories.

The first one, which I meant to write about ages ago, is the story about how I finally had one of my dreams come true. It's a dream I had since 2006, and it finally happened on the fourteenth of March, when I took my old 120 button bass accordion to Jack Scrimshaw, so he could buy it off me, and thus, finally got to meet Hope Povenmire in person. It was quite definitely an amazing day. There was a lot of emotion, and I don't deny that more than once I had tears in my eyes, but that's to be expected really, when you think of how I longed to meet her three years ago, then all the ups and downs we went through as friends, but we came out the other side, still good friends, and to me, that's something special. To actually meet her, give her the hug I'd longed to give her ever since she helped me through a particularly sticky situation without even knowing she'd done it, and then to sing with her, just absolutely left me floating.

And the next story is about something that's ended in my life. On thursday afternoon, I set out for the activity club, as usual, thinking "this is going to be dull", as usual, only usually, once I get there, I finish up enjoying myself, despite what I think before I get there. This time however, I got about half way through the meeting, and something just cracked. I don't know what it was, but suddenly, I just didn't wanna be there any more. I said I'd phone dad to come and pick me up, but Berryl heard me, and offered to take me home. I wasn't about to refuse that one. I think the trouble is that I've changed so much since I started going to that place. When I first went there, I had nothing else to focus on, and it was nice to get out of the house for a bit, even if it was just to sit with a bunch of wingeing old women for a couple of hours, but now, I've got friends much nearer my own age, even if they are scattered all over the world, and also, I'm more sure of myself. Back then, when I started, I'd just follow on with what other people were doing, and didn't seem to have a will of my own. I was just a scared little person who needed a break from normality once every couple of weeks, but now, well there's no other way of putting it, I'm myself, and I guess I have much more of a will of my own. Hope that makes sense. Well anyway, I told Berryl I wouldn't be coming back, and she seemed very understanding about the whole thing. So, no more boring club for me on Thursdays. I have said to them though that I'll go and play the accordion for them once in a while, because I know they like it when I do that.

The third story is the story of the badly behaved computer. The only reason I'm putting this in is because I'm proud of the way I handled it. Not that there was really much to do about it, but if this had happened a while ago, I'd have pannicked to the point of freakout, but yesterday I surprised myself with how calm-headed I was. It actually started long before I realised it, when AVG started squeaking at me about an update. I'm not sure if this particular thing had anything to do with what happened next, but it seems to tie in. It said something about downloading version 8.5, but right then, I was doing a hundred other things, so decided to skip it for now and go back to it later. IT was one of these weird dialogue thingies that you can't navigate with the tab key, and I couldn't be bothered fiddling about with the jaws cursor, so I hit alt f4 on it and it went away. However, from then on, I noticed something queer was going on with the system tray. There was a point when I went to access a menu for something and got the wrong one, but when I came out again, the escape key didn't appear to work first time. Instead of taking me back out onto the desktop, it kind of stuck in the menu. I tried it on a different icon and the same thing happened. I figured it was just a weird jaws thing and put it to the back of my mind. Again, whether that had anything to do with what happened next, I don't know, but anyway. Next thing, I was looking for a file in my music folder, to find out the date I created it, and suddenly, things slowed, slowed again, and possibly slowed some more, and the hard drive let out an almost angry growl. And then... hey up? what's this? Something about resident shield, and the fact that a trojan horse dropper had been detected in something to do with flash fxp. I haven't even used flash for god knows how long, and I wasn't even anywhere near it, but sure enough, there was this thing saying I'd got this nasty on my system. I admit, for a couple of minutes after seeing this, I did feel a bit panicked out, but I was still calm enough to find the "heal" button, give it a press, and then tell everyone where I was going before signing out of messengers and stuff and getting down to some serious spyware and virus scanning. Nothing more was detected, so I guess that the heal button did its job, and in fact, the whole system's been running much smoother since then. Also, my system tray fixed itself after the virus scan, which makes me wonder if that nasty thing was doing bad things and being the cause of the weirdness. I know little about these things, so I don't know how they can effect the machine. What I do know is, it's not very nice when one pops up in your face like that. Actually the one thing I want to know is where the heck I got it from. I hadn't even been on the web since my last virus scan. Well, I've been connected all the time, but not on any websites is what I mean there. Well anyway, I think it's gone now thank goodness.

And now, let's turn to music box 53. I got it today, in a second-hand shop, in a little town called Horncastle. It's a pretty little thing. In fact, it looks very much like another one I've got that plays "swan lake" only this one has a different movement, and it plays "the last rose of summer", or at least it would do if it wasn't busticated. Mum found it, and when she wound it, it kind of went "shunk!" and straight away unwound itself. I took a look at it, and correctly guessed that the governer had come off. That's the little flat wheel-type-thing that regulates the movement. I managed to turn the key slowly, and I can hear that if it was fixed, it would play really nicely. Mum thought we could probably fix it, as the governer is actually in the box, and I said "well, if we can't, I know a man who can". Now we've got it home, mum's not so sure if she can fix it, but I've already spoken to Colin, who fixed up my big boxes, and he's said we can bring it over any time, and he'll have a look at it. I really hope he can fix it, because it's a gorgeous thing.

Well I think that's you about up to date with what I've been doodlin', and I can smell food coming from downstairs, so I think I'm gonna go and get ready for dinner.

Catch ya later
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The longest birthday ever [Mar. 9th, 2009|05:36 pm]
[mood | happy]

Hi everyone.

I bet that subject has you confused. Well, it certainly has been, and maybe is still being the longest birthday ever. For those who may not already know, the actual day was on the first of March, but it started the day before, and well, I'm still not sure if it's finished.

The day before my birthday, I went to pick my present from mum and dad. That sounds weird I know, but they decided to get me a smaller accordion, since mine is huuuuuuuge, and very heavy, and is hard to cart about from place to place, so I decided it'd be a cool idea to downsize. The thing with accordions is, they're all different, so it's best, even if someone else is buying one for you, that you're present, so you can try it out and make sure it's the right one for you. So, this I did, and after being completely spoiled for choice, to the point where I almost gave up, I settled for this cute little Italian 72-button bass one, that reminded me very much of my first one in a strange kind of way. I like it lots, and it sounds great when I play the Scottish stuff.

Then, my birthday itself was kind of quiet, mostly spent online with various people, which is always a cool thing. Auntie Margaret came over as well, which was nice.

ON the Monday, which was the day after my birthday, I got a few cards and things, but again, it was a quiet day, but then, on the Tuesday morning, the postman woke me up. Have you ever had it when you see a parcel, and instinctively know who it's for and where it's from? This was the case here, although I didn't open it until there was someone there to make sure it really was for me, because the friday coming up was my nan's birthday as well, so it might have been for her. Turns out my instincts were right though, and it turned out to be some absolutely yumptious marzipan hearts from Tor, which he got in Germany. They were absolutely gorgeous. A very sweet gift in more ways than one.

The next few days were quiet again, although I kept getting the odd late birthday card through the post. One day, I can't remember which day it was now, I heard Tor play his accordion for the first time, and that was great. He's only just started learning, but each time I hear him play, he gets better. And I'm not just saying that because I'm biased either. When I say things like that, I mean it. I learnt a rather nice Swedish tune that I heard Tor play. It's called Inbjudan Till Bohuslän, and it took an absolute age for me to dare to even try to say that. I did it though in the end, which was cool. Actually that was the start to me getting just a little more adventurous when pronouncing new things. A day or two after I'd mastered that, Tor and I were on about how to say the number seven in swedish, and when he said it, I said it back without even thinking about it. IF you knew how much I usually stutter over new words, be they English or otherwise, you'd see that was quite an improvement there.

Then things went sort of down hill, but not quite flop yesterday. I'm still struggling with the whole thought of nan's house being up for sale, and having the extention built etc, and things were all being moved around yesterday, to make room for more of nan's things. At one point, I just felt like I was being pushed all over the place, being in the way, not me personally, but all my stuff and things that are part of me, but I just about managed to keep my head up and keep a good mood going whilst in the company of others. I almost cracked at one point, but something inside made me stay strong, and by the time the day was drawing to a close, I was back to bounce again.

Then, this morning, another cool thing happened. I'd just about finished making my breakfast, and just had an argument with the honey and lost, so I was all sticky as heck, and the door bell rang. Of course, Sod's law states that the door bell will go when either your hands are sticky as heck, or you're on the loo or something. It was a nice lady with a parcel. I never thought to ask who it was for, and I just brought it in and stuck it on the table. Not litterally, I'd dehonified before I answered the door. Anyway, after breakfast, I picked up this box again and gave it a once-over. I often do that with parcels. It felt the right size and shape for one of those pre-wrapped boxes of chocolates you can get from thornton's, but it was heavy, and wow! what a rattle! Not much of a rattle, but just that kind of thing that makes you curious as to what's in it. Sort of almost a metallic ding, but not quite. I figured it was probably something dad had ordered, and left it downstairs while I went to do other things.

A bit later, dad came in and asked if I'd ordered a microphone. I hadn't, but this thing was a microphone, and it was definitely addressed to me. By this point, I was in team talk with Tor and Onj, (and I think brandon but now I can't remember), and at the mention of a microphone, Onj started showing signs of, let's say, knowing something I didn't. And sure enough, he did. It turned out to be this amazingly high quality, professional style USB microphone, (and I've forgotten the make and model 'cos I'm thick), that Onj, Kirsten, Patrick and Derek clubbed together and bought for me, because they all were of the oppinion, and correctly so too, that I needed a better microphone. This one's just amazing. IT took a bit of getting going, and I had to do some stuff to JAWS to make it behave itself, but thanks to Brandon, i got that bit sorted out, and now all seems to be working as it should. This was a complete surprise, and I still can't get over it. I mean, that was really generous of them. I keep looking at it sitting here on the desk, looking all proud about itself, and sort of thinking "is this really mine?" Sounds a bit sappy when you think about it, but you know what I'm like. I just think it's really kind of them to do this. It's one thing to advise someone what to buy, but to go and club together and just buy it, completely unexpectedly, I mean, wow! I feel I owe them something now. I want to do something really cool for them all but I don't know what.

and now, I'm gonna go off and do some more voice chatting.

Squeak to you guys soon
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Here I am again [Feb. 17th, 2009|05:08 pm]
[mood | happy]

Hi everyone.

Thought it was about time I posted again, although I haven't got a great deal to talk about, but I just wanted everyone to know I haven't disappeared off the face of the earth.

First of all, a big happy birthday goes out to Hope, (can't remember how to do the whole LJ user thingy), although we're quite a way through the day now, but I hope you are having a really good day.

Next, huuuuuuge amounts of good luck going out to Lulu, who flew away to America yesterday. You're a special friend to me, and I hope that this is the key to you finding happiness at last.

Now let's see what I've been up to lately. The first thing I've been meaning to write about for a while now is that I've acquired yet another music box. This takes me up to fifty-two. However, this one is not a new one. It's been in the family for a while, just not in this house. It belongs to my nan, and since she's now moved here, she brought it back last time she was at her house, and told me to keep it. It was strange actually. I always said that while nan was around, that box would be hers, and I'd never take it out of that house. It was always fun whenever I went there, to go dashing up the stairs, and run it, perhaps just once, just to make sure it still worked. To see it here, for a little while at least, it made me sad, because the fact it's here signifies that there are going to be big changes around here. The plan is that nan's house is going to be sold, and we're having an extention built here. It's all going to be fine once it's done, but anyone who knows me well will know, I'm scared of the prospect of change, so it's something I'm trying not to think about. The thing that makes me really sad is thinking of not being able to go to nan's any more. She and grandad lived in that house ever since mum was little, so it's been part of me for as long as I can remember. Every summer, from as far back as I can remember, I stayed with my grandparents. There was always one week during the school holidays when I'd go and stay with them, and even now, when I go there, there's things I find that bring back loads of memories. A lot of these things aren't things you can pick up and look at, more like atmospheres, sounds, echos etc. For example, every thursday at eight in the morning, the sirens used to go off at the oil refinery. Actually I think they stopped doing that, and now, it seems they go on a Wednesday at two instead. It's a really eery sound, like the old air-raid sirens you hear on films set around world war 2. Also, if it's foggy, you hear the fog horns going off on the docks. Always one short blast, then one longer one. Because it's quite far away, you don't hear it very loudly but again, it's rather eery if you don't know what it is. Then there's the way the wind blows between nan's house and the house next door. IF it's blowing in the right direction, you get a kind of flute effect. Also, if you stand in that passage between the two houses and clap, or stamp, the sound bounces back and forth, and makes a single note. That's the note you get when the wind blows through. Weird, I know, but it's just one of those things I've always noticed. There's loads more things, but I won't bore you with those. I'll really miss the place though.

As for what I've been up to, well really I haven't done a great deal for a while. I've spent most of my time in here, chatting to friends, and of course one special person and we all know who that is haha! I can't remember if I said in my last entry I got Miranda com working, and there have been some really nice times when its just been me and Tor on miranda com, just hanging out, listening to music and chatting. WE go in team talk a lot as well, which is equally cool. Also I've chatted a lot lately to Helena and Krister, who must be getting heartily sick of my fascination with everything swedish. Helena's audio settings are still busted, but we've been able to chat over Vonage, which rocks.

One thing I need to do very soon is get the accordion out and have a good practise, because on Thursday, I'm playing for the activity club again. I love doing that. The other members like it too, and they always clap and stamp and sing along, which makes it great fun.

actually that reminds me, I don't think I posted about Maggi's party. she's one of dad's regular customers (he's a taxi driver, for those who don't know), and she turned fifty a few weeks ago, and invited the family to her party. She also asked if I'd play a bit of accordion there, which I did, and it was great. There was a karaoke as well, so I sang a few songs on that as well. It was the first party I'd been to in a long while, and I'd been a bit unsure how things would go, but in actual fact, it was one of the best nights I've had in a long long time.

And now I'm going to go and squeak at a few people, and perhaps have a game of word target, again. That's one of my favourite games lately. So, I'll write again soon hopefully, if I've got something interesting to write about.

Catch ya later.
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'bout time I wrote again [Jan. 15th, 2009|09:48 pm]
Hi everyone.

Gosh I didn't realise it'd been so long since I last wrote in here. Well, anyway, welcome to my first post of 2009. Things have been a bit of a whirl this last week or so.

First of all, mum and dad decided it'd be a cool idea to have this room recarpeted. The one that was in here was getting a bit old and worn, and the foam backing was all breaking up, so it was definitely time we changed it. So, last Tuesday, this whole room got emptied while it was fitted. I actually didn't get to see it before it was fitted, which got me rather miffed, especially since this is my room now, but as it turns out, it's actually really really nice, and soft as anything on bear feet, so that's all good. As well as the new carpet, we've decided to get some new furniture for in here, including the most huge monstrosity of a book case you've ever seen, which houses a good number of my music boxes, and a five-drawer chest, which I haven't even seen yet, so I hope I like that. Well, it's tough if I don't, because I need it to store my stuff in.

Today's been a cool day in the communication department. Actually, it all started almost exactly a week ago, when Tor's internet finally decided to go flop. after that happened, a conversation I had with Onj got me thinking about getting Vonage, and unlike my usual lazy self, I went straight onto the web site and did a bit of research about it. I liked the look of it from the outset, but my dad almost succeeded in putting me off with his usual "how much does it cost?" and "how much will you use it?" and "is it really worth it?" stuff. Anyway, I gave it a good deal of thought, and decided that if it meant I could communicate with Tor when his net's down, and any other people on my ever-growing contact list as well, then it was cool enough for me. I phoned up about it a couple of days ago, got it almost all sorted out and set up, only to discover that they didn't take the kind of debit card I have. So, off I went down to the bank, with a view to setting up a credit card account. That didn't work out, so it's thanks to my dad, that I now have Vonage, and pay him monthly. The adapter arrived today, and this afternoon, having made and received a couple of phone calls on it to see if it all worked, I went and bought a wireless phone to use on it. It's a nice little phone, but it has the tackiest ring tones imagineable. Rather cute though if you like phones that play tunes. I haven't phoned Tor yet, although I do plan to. I tried once, but got thrown by the Swedish ringing tone, and thought it was going wrong on me, as I'd heard that Tor's actual landline's been having problems as well now. I got that bit of info from Helena, who, incidentally, has been an absolute star these past few days. I don't know where I'd be without her. She phoned Tor the day after his net dropped, and every day since, Tor's phoned her with an update. Well I think it's been every day anyway. Whatever, it's been such a relief to know he's ok, and it's just his internet and phone line being wallyboxes. I used Vonage to phone Helena today, and it was great to voice chat. She hasn't been able to go on team talk or skype because her sound's been all messed up, so we've just been writing to each other on MSN. It was really great to actually talk with her again. My next step will be to actually phone Tor. as I said earlier, I got myself all psyched up to do it, and didn't realise that the ring tone would be different, especially since it did the Brittish one a good seven or eight times first. The thing I'm scared of is another member of his family answering, and being taken by surprise by a sudden spurt of English, and wondering who the heck I am. Even Tor doesn't know I have his number yet, because I got it from Helena, who in turn looked it up on the internet. I'm nervous as heck about it, but I'm missing him enough to really want to overcome the nerves and just do it. It's a bit late now to do it tonight, because his family will be in bed, but tomorrow morning, I'm gonna do it. In the meantime, I'm going to go and see how my voice mail works.

See ya later people.
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Christmas and things [Dec. 30th, 2008|09:25 pm]
[mood | happy]

Hi all

I've been meaning to write this entry for a few days now, and I've finally got round to doing it. I'm glad I waited till today though, and you'll see why that is as you read.

First of all, let's tell you about my christmas. It was a quiet one this year. I didn't go anywhere, just stayed at home all day, opened loads of amazing presents, and chatted with friends online. I really got some fantastic stuff this year. From my parents, I got four of those amazing puzzles that I've been kind of collecting for the past three christmases, some cool CD's, a CD cleaning kit, and some fun little gadgety things, which included a tin of thinking putty, a key chain that's supposed to be fake bubble wrap which you pop, and it makes funny noises now and again, another puzzle that doesn't match the other four, and a jaw harp, which I can't make a sound with yet, although I'm giving it my all. From my sister, I got a jewelry box, which came with a small bottle of something alcoholic, which I might open at new year, and a little teddy, a stylophone, and, the coolest thing of all, a zen stone. This is an mp3 player, and it's the tiniest little thing I've ever seen, and it's mega easy to use. I found out a couple of days after that it even has its own built in speaker. It's tinny as heck, but for something that size, you can't really expect much more. And that reminds me, mum and dad also bought me a little speaker set for it, but I haven't tried it out yet. I got some great things from my friends too. I saw Lynnette a couple of weeks ago, and she gave me a present. It's a money box, made of pottery, shaped like a polar bear, and it's cuuuuuute! Lulu bought me the most gorgeous little musical box. It looks like a trinket box, but when you open it, the movement's inside, and you can just see the key sticking up from a velvety soft thing that hides the rest of the movement. It plays "stand by me", and it's beautiful. That brings my total up to 51. Dannie bought me a charger for the Zen stone, and Enya's latest album, which is so beautiful in places that it makes me cry. There were other presents from other people, but I can't remember just what they were now, and who bought me what. All except one that is, and that's a special one, and the reason I'm glad I waited till today to write this entry.

Last week, Tor said he'd posted a present to me, and I've been waiting for it all over christmas. Also, I've been waiting for the thing I bought for him to turn up. So, you can imagine my excitement this morning, when I heard the door bell ring, dashed downstairs, and met the postman, who had two packages for me. One of them I knew was the CD for Tor, and my own copy of it too, and the other one just had to be my present from Tor. You know how sometimes you can feel it in your bones? Well this I could. It was small and light, and rattled intriguingly. I didn't open it though, just in case it wasn't for me, and there were no eyes around to tell me at the time. However, a bit later, dad got up, and finding the packages on the table, brought them up to me. I had been right in my guess about Tor's present, and on opening it, I found a really beautiful silver necklace, with a silver heart hanging on it. It's just so beautiful, and also, so very me. It's the kind of thing that I'd probably have bought if I'd seen it in a shop. It's fine, but not so fine as to be too fiddly when trying to fix the clasp, and it's so pretty. It's also all patterned, so it feels lovely as well. This has really made my christmas complete.

I've sent off Tor's CD now, and I just hope it gets there soon. I know the post can be a bit funny at this time of year, so I've got my fingers crossed that it gets there without getting lost.

And now, I'm running out of stuff to talk about, so I'll go, but before I do, I want to wish everyone reading this a very happy 2009. I hope this coming year brings you everything you wish for.

Catch ya later.
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Pre-Christmas ramblement [Dec. 24th, 2008|12:33 am]
[mood |Calm, dreamy]

Hi everyone.

I thought, since Christmas is almost upon us, I'd take time out to write in here again. I can't believe that it's Christmas eve already. OK it's only just into Christmas eve, but it is all the same.

Things have been a bit on the strange side for the past couple of weeks. It all started when my nan had a mini stroke, and since then, she's been staying with us. I figured it made no sense to have her sleep in the spare room, with the computer being in here, because we'd just be getting in each other's way, so I've let her have my room, and I've moved in here. I don't know how long it's going to be for, but I won't be surprised if it's permanent now. She's doing better now than she was, but she's so forgetful, it's quite scary, and she was finding life tricky living on her own, especially at night, so it makes sense for her to stay here, where there's people around, so there's always someone here if she needs someone. AT first, it was very scary, especially since I was spending a lot of time alone with nan, and with her being so forgetful, I felt responsible for making sure she didn't come to any harm. I wasn't sure of the extent of what had happened to her, and for a few days after, she almost seemed like a stranger to me at times. She's actually doing much better now, and she's much more like herself, which is a great relief, and things have got a lot easier. This room's starting to feel like mine now as well. Although I spent a lot of time in here in the daytime, I'd only slept in here twice before, and for what seemed like ages, I couldn't get used to being at the front of the house, hearing every single car that passed by, even with the window shut, and occasionally being unable to escape dad's snoring. I'm getting used to all that now as well, which is good. Also, with this room being my own now, it means I can stay up as long as I like, and no-one will care, so yea to that!

I have a feeling that Christmas is going to be really good this year, despite all the strangeness. I think most of christmas day will be spent in my usual favourite place: online, chatting with my friends. I know one thing's for sure, and that is that I'll definitely be listening to the "a state of trance" year mix. I'm hoping that Tor's internet behaves itself, so we can listen together. I've actually bought it on CD for Tor for his christmas, but the piggin' thing hasn't turned up here yet, so I couldn't send it in time. It's very unusual for Amazon to let me down like that, and when I'd preordered it too. Tor says he's got me something too. I have absolutely no idea what it is, so I'm excited about that. I just hope it gets here in time. He sent it yesterday, or actually the day before now, so if I'm lucky, it'll get here today, but I'm not holding my breath. I'm excited all the same though. I don't mind how small it might be, but just having something that's come from Tor will mean the world to me. Ooer! Sappy alert!

On a different subject, I got my amazing big music box back from Colin a little while ago. He's made it absolutely sing. I've done a recording of it, butI haven't posted it up yet, because the place where I post the recordings to has been having some issues. Soon as I get it up though, I'll link to it.

And now I don't know what else to write about. There's probably loads of stuff I could write about, but I can't think of any right now, so I'll go and listen to some more music, and perhaps have a game or two before bed.

Catch ya later people
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My LJ letter to Santa [Dec. 23rd, 2008|02:14 pm]
[mood |christmasy]

 
Dear
Santa...


Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In January [info]prog_neeber and I donated clothes to the needy
(11 points). Last Saturday I pulled over and changed [info]sifukatara's flat tire (15 points).
Last Sunday I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In May I caught a purse-snatcher who stole [info]gwennybird's
purse (30 points). Last Monday I turned [info]kwpodcast in for tearing the tag off a mattress (3
points)
.

Overall, I've been nice (60 points). For Christmas I deserve a shiny red ball!

Sincerely,
wordwizard1000

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Here's what you've been waiting for [Nov. 17th, 2008|02:39 pm]
Hi again people

This is just a short entry, to link you to the recording of the amazing music box I told you about yesterday. Did my description get you curious? If so, then go clicky on this and see what you find. If you liked the disk box, you're pretty likely to love this. I won't say any more here, because the recording speaks for itself.

Enjoy!
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Music box number 50 [Nov. 16th, 2008|09:47 pm]
[mood | happy]

Hi folks

Nope, I'm not joking, I went out and bought music box number 50 today. Dad saw it advertised on the internet. In fact, he saw three, and it was a case of going to the place where they were, taking a look at them all, and picking my favourite. The cool thing is, as well as it being number 50, which is a nice round number, it's quite definitely my most impressive sounding one yet. On the web page, it's advertised as playing eight different songs, but in actual fact, it only plays one, but it makes up for that with the sound it produces. The note range is unbelieveable. It goes from an extremely low B flat, to a really really high G, and the notes all really chime. It seems to run a bit slowly, and sometimes, I can't get it to start, without having to give it a bit of a helping hand, but then, according to the bit of writing about it on the internet, it was made around 1896, so for its age, I don't think it's doing all that badly at all.

When it's closed, it just looks like a big wooden box. It's only when you open it that you realise the magic inside it. On the left hand side, there's a kind of crank handle type thing, which you wind it with. Instead of turning it round and round though, you sort of turn it a little way round then back again. Sort of like a back and forth motion. Then, in the middle, under a glass pannel, which can be lifted, is the cylinder. It's huge! I'm not sure of its exact dimentions, but it's definitely the biggest cylinder I've ever actually touched. The tines that make the notes are thicker than I've seen before, and when I first was looking inside it, I accidentally ran a finger over them, and even doing that made them chime in a really pretty way. To the right of the cylinder, there are two little levers. One turns it on, and we're kinda not sure what the other one's for. It moves a pin next to the cylinder, and dad thought it was some kind of lock mechanism, to stop it being able to be accidentally turned on, but it doesn't seem to be that. It's the mystery switch. That's what I call it anyway.

I'm thinking I might give my good friend Colin a ring, and see if he'd like to come over and have a little look at it. I know he loves music boxes as much as I do, and he knows a good deal more about them than I do, so I might find myself learning things about this one, like I did when I let him see the disk box.

In the meantime, I think I'm gonna go and make it play again. I just can't get over the sound it makes. Some time, when the computer isn't running, I'll have to do a recording of it for you all to hear. It really is something, especially when you hear the really deep bass notes. And now, in true old mechanical thing fashion, it's decided it doesn't want to play! I think I'm definitely gonna have to get Colin on the case here. ah. there we go. Wow! I'm in heaven! This thing really is beautiful. A bit out of tune here and there, but as I said before, for its age, it's doing very well.

And on that note, scuse the pun, I think I'll go now. I'll be back soon with a recording hopefully.

Bye for now
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All sorts of things [Nov. 2nd, 2008|03:25 pm]
[mood |Happy with the world]

Hi all

Wow! I bet you've all been wondering where I've been. It feels like a yonk and a half since I last posted. I've got all sorts to write about, and it's all good stuff.

Firstly, and most importantly, something's happened since I last wrote, that I never thought would happen. You may remember, in a previous entry, I mentioned that I'd started talking regularly to Tor, otherwise known as DJ TT. Well, as time went on, feelings grew, and a month and a day ago, things came out into the open, and it's official, we're now together. The funny thing is, I always said I was "single and staying that way", and if I ever did find someone, he'd have to be in my local area, and have sight. Just shows you how wrong one can be. There's a song he sent me, called "sky falls down", and the words speak to me like no other song ever has: "you know when you feel it, you know when it hits you, there's no mistaking when you fall. You don't anticipate it, and you can't calculate it, it just comes crashing through your walls." It's safe to say I've played that song almost to death since I've had it, and I still feel those words, like the time I first heard it. Another thing about this amazing development is that it's changing my whole outlook on life. Before, if anyone had mentioned traveling to a different country to visit someone, the idea was kinda cool, but I probably wouldn't have acted upon it. Now though, I'm feeling so much more ambitious and adventurous than I ever have. Given the chance, I'd take a trip to Sweden tomorrow. Wow! Just the thought makes me tingle with excitement.

Anyway, as much as I could go on for ever, I won't, because I don't want my readers getting bored. Something else amazing happened the other day as well. I happened to be looking at my MSN contact list, and I saw a name I hadn't seen for what felt like for ever. Hope. She was only there for a moment, and before I could write, she'd gone again. However, I kept my eyes on the contact list for the next couple of days, and on Friday, (or it might have been Thursday, I can't remember), I saw her sign in again. This time, she stayed around long enough for me to write to her, and I was pleasantly surprised when she answered me. Also, Kristian wrote to her, and it wasn't long before we got her on ventrillo, and had a good old catch up. It was flippin' amazing.

And now, I'm just sitting here, with team talk loaded, Tor's connected, but not much is being said, because we're both doing our own stuff, and mum and dad have just come back from a local garden centre, and they've gone and bought me, yes, you guessed it, music box 49. I saw it last week, and almost bought it then, but didn't think I'd have anywhere to put it. I haven't seen it since they got it home, so I hope it's the same one I saw in the shop, because it ran really nicely. It's an advent callender, with a little drawer for each day, that you can put sweets or something in, and it's also got a picture on, although I don't know all the fine details yet. I do know that when you wind it up, it plays "we wish you a merry christmas", and a little snowflake turns round on it. It's cute. It's all wooden, and the one in the shop had a really lovely chimy sound to it. Wooden ones often sound nicer. I'm in two minds whether to wait, and not wind it up till the first of december, but then, if it doesn't run as smoothly as the one in the shop, I'll be disappointed. I might just wait though, because suspense is fun. I only need one more now to get to my goal of fifty.

And I think that's you up to date on what's been going on in Lynn land, so I reckon I'll disappear for now.

Catch ya later
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